You're the Light and Life

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I used to like myself
but then I wonder why
suddenly I don't like who I am.
I turned to be so shy.
Where my confidence have gone?
I might have lose it along the rocky road.
Somebody show me the light.

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Is it enough to be good?
Is it enough to  be kind?
Maybe it's not for the crowd
but it's a lot for You,O,God.
I don't need to be Somebody else
so please Lord,renew my mind and my heart.
That's what I really need.
You're the only light that leads to true life.
Because You're the Light and Life

II

I hate why I easily cry.
Can't help to show I'm weak.
How many times I get so tired.
But never think of ending my life.
I just like to dream of paradise.
And run to the world of escape.
But ain't enough.Still I'm not satisfied.
Why won't You let me see You,Lord.
I wanna see You beside me.

III

I don't know if I'm pretending or just being true.
Whatever is blocking You to my heart
I surrender my free will to You.
You've the greatest power &  I don't have.
So You can defeat my stubborn heart.

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Come upon me.Fill me with Your Love.
I'm tired of being paralyze.
Move me or You move my Lord.

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I need You in my life.
Because this life comes from You.
You're more than what I don't have.
My heart  beats with You
so it will only find rest until I rest in You.
My Way.My Truth.And my Life.