I'LL KEEP BELIEVING

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I can't be proud
'coz there's nothing special
in me that I can boast around.
So I need to be humble.
I'm not pretty so people expect me
not to be choosy with guys.
I'm not Miss Popular
I'm more known as Miss Shy.
I only hear the word "You're pretty"
as rare as the 29th of February.


I tried to be confident enough
but I'm always put into shame.
I tried not to hide my feelings
but no one seems to care
even in what I wanna say.
People think I'm a fake
for acting " too-kind-to-be-true"
I'm just trying to give some respect
'coz I know how it feels to be disrespected.

I'll never stand out in a bandwagon
so I want to take a different road.
When all likes to say unkind words
I'll choose to speak with kindness.
When all strive hard to live a glamorous life
I'll choose to live simply.
When all wants to befriends the popular
I'll choose to be friends the neglected ones.
When all sees the bad as good
I'll choose to do what is right.
When all secretly laugh at my dreams
I'll keep on dreaming.
When all makes fun of me
because of following You Lord.
I'll keep on walking in your road.
Though my faith is as small as a mustard seed,
when things  seem to fall apart
and when pains are just so hard to bear
I'll stick around.
I'll keep on believing in you Lord.
I still believe you'll make me shine in a different way.


I only have few friends to call my own.
When I think of the memories I had
with the people who used to be my close
they put smile on my face.
But when the present awakes me
I realize they stop contacting me.
I don't know  why.
I just wanna say I miss them.
I used to trust people easily
until I caught some of them talking behind me.
I start doubting myself.
The word "friend" became a serious matter to me.

People sees my life boring.
If you're with me
I couldn't take you to paradise.
I'm  not sure if you could have some fun.
The only places I know are
home,church,streets and sea shores.
Long ride in the bus or a trip in a train
are things I wish to do.
I can't give you expensive gifts only letters
or maybe I'll write you a simple poem.