Because of Him

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I.

Can't sleep at night.
Can't count the times
I cried until I fall asleep.
How many times I tried to count the stars.
But I always end up just staring at the sky
while my mind is busy talking to myself.

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So many questions,I can't get the answers.
I used to be faithful in my dreams
but I'm starting to lose hope in reality.
I keep on walking but not sure where I'm going.

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But I know Someone up there is looking at me.
He care so deeply that He's always beside me.
But I'm too blind to see.
My mind so busy and so as my heart
that I failed to listen carefully to His voice.
He's my redeemer.He's my prince.
Because of Him I'm a better me now.

II.

I don't understand myself
if I am being selfish or selfless.
No matter how I try
seems I never feel satisfied.
I don't know why I have to.
I tried to rest my mind
from not thinking too much
but I guess there's no easy way to do that.

Fears turn to worries
and worries turn to tears.
I died many years ago
until I was redeemed.
Now I'm learning to face my fears.

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The used to be Ms. play it safe is now learning to take the risks.
All of this is because of Him.
The very reason why I'm still standing still.
All of this is because of Him.

Because of Him...