MY PURIFIER AND REFINER

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My heart is sinking because of the heavy tears I shed.
So many questions my mind's about to explode.
Oh,my Lord,what am I doing?
I don't know what's missing.

Can't figure out,there's so many why's
I shouldn't be like this.

Though I'm so confused,feeling that I'm of no use
why am I still following You Lord?
I've hurt You so many times still
I can't get you out of my mind.
You're like the wind that I need to breathe so I could live
and to live my life out of love.


I easily get disappointed when You won't give my heart's desire.
Accusing You of being unfair,You have favorites and You don't really care.
Then I looked up at the cross.
Lord,forgive me of all my evil desires.
Please don't ever let go of me.
My life's nothing without You.
I've been through a lot and You're always by my side.
There's no life when You're not around.
Please lock me in Your arms.


I'm the silver and You're the refiner and purifier.
You're eyes on me every millisecond
as I'm put in the middle of the fire.
Once all my impurities are  gone
You'll know if I'm fully refined by the time You see yourself in me.