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Sunday, December 2, 2012

MY ESCAPE



This world that's craving for perfection
Makes me feel that I don't fit in.
In this crowd fan of bandwagon
Being different is a sin.

There were days I wish  I'll just find a hidden wardrobe 
and as I open it Narnians are waiting for me.
Or maybe I'll just see an orb
a strike can take me to Neverland
then I can fly with Peter Pan.


This makes me wanna run away
to a different world
and the portal is through my sleep

My fantasy is my escape
I'm in a different world when I daydream.
I tried to be the author of my own story
In that world I fit in.
But sometimes I wish I could knock on heaven's door.
I just wanna go home.This is my escape


The real world has caused me so much pain.
Some people are unfair.
I'm trying to be real but I feel rejected.
Now scared to show the real me.
I guess it would make sense If I just pretend.
But still the same.

If I'm good,I'm being misunderstood
If I'm bad,I'm being cursed.
It's never enough.
Is it only me who feel this way,
wanting to be like by many?
Sometimes I'm tired of doing things alone.


I'm crying,deep inside I'm dying
Feels like this world is choking me.
It's just so hard to breath.
Seems so hard to live.

The more I care about all the things they said
the more I get frustrated.
I know I make mistakes and I'm open to changes.
But doesn't mean I'm not gonna make a stand.
I won't let them drift me away.
I'd rather be called a weird than a cookie-cutter.


Dear Lord You know my heart.
Here I am,Your daughter,a sinner.
You know my deepest cries.
Who else will know me better?
It's You alone my Creator.
How can I forgot that it's You 
that I should be pleasing?
It's what You say that matters most.

Dearest Lord,You show me my weakness.
You turn my sorrow as strength so I could also lift the weak.
I should learn to forgive myself because You have forgiven me.
If following You means living a set apart life
then I shouldn't fear being a misfit in this world.
I'll just run to You and with You I can face whatever comes along the way.
No more escaping from the pains of this world.

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