PRAYING FOR YOUR LOVE

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I dream of marrying  you
but only in my fantasy.
I know it can't be true if we talk about reality.
But my little faith says it's possible.
Somebody tell me what to do?

Oh why boy I keep thinking of you?
Every ticking of the clock I hear your voice  too.

I'm not acting fool coz you're beautiful.
I admire you not because you're popular.
There's just something about you that  blows me away.
You're one of a kind,different from the other guy.
But what do I really know?


I don't have a pretty face that you can  brag around.
I'm not even bubbly to make you laugh.
I'm just an ordinary little girl praying for your love.


At some nights I stare at the stars,
wishing I can also stare at your eyes
drink a cup of coffee beside you.
I'm begging Heaven to see you even just in my dreams then I'll be happy.
But I know this is just an infatuation.
Damn feeling I can't resist.

I dream of you as my first  kiss;
first boy to  have my first dance with;
first boy to show me how to love,
what is true love.
The only boy to be my first and last.

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Last Goodbye

Photo taken from the internet.

The moment I knew about you
I told myself to stop what I'm feeling
 because I know it's going nowhere.
 It's clear but I choose to be a  fool.
Thinking if it's not really true then I can let go very soon.

Time goes by,days have passed.
You make me overwhelmed
so  everyday and every night
I always think of you until...

A girl captured your heart
and now she's wrap in your arms.
And the fairy tale I'm dreaming of
suddenly falls apart.
And now I know your standards are very high.
Nothing's left behind now even a little hope.
So many times I've said good bye to what I'm feeling for you.
But this time it's for real.I'm biding last goodbye.

I thought I'm ready for this day.
I thought I can forget easily.
But I was wrong.
All this time I thought you'd notice me
but after all the simple hints I did
all of them you never see.

I don't have the right to get mad.
even to feel bad to both of you
She makes you happy so I should be happy too.
I know you'll do anything to protect her
and show her how much you care.

May her heart beats so fast when you sing her songs or even just
by hearing your voice.
May she gets many butterflies in her stomach whenever she
sees you.That's how I used to feel for you.

I know you'll never hate her if in case she'll  hurt and leave you.
But if she will I prayed you'll move on easily
and she'll just be a girl you used to know.
If she won't treat you right and give you what you deserve then I'll
awaken my feelings for you again.
But if it has totally gone then this is really the last goodbye.
This is the end of my crazy imaginations.
Goodbye fantasy.Goodbye my dream guy.
Hello reality.

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