ETERNAL HOME

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Day passes by so quickly
but sometimes I felt  I'm being left behind.
I wasted my time asking questions
I'll never know the answers.
I lose precious moments for trying to be what I am not.
I blinded myself for wanting things I don't have.

No matter how I try to live right
I always feel that I'm wrong.
I always ask for forgiveness
but I feel like I'm not forgiven.

I know I'm not worthy to call you my Lord.
Even I, cannot understand myself but you alone can.
I used to be worldly but now all I'm asking
is for you not to make me too rich or too poor.
You make me feel how it is to have nothing
so help me to toil and be generous
without asking anything in return.
If pains of this life will guarantee me a room
in your place then  let me find joy in every tears I shed.
My heart's desire is to be with You in your eternal home.


My mistakes taught me life lessons
but I am too stubborn.
When will I really live out what I've learned?
I love hearing your words
but when this world talks
I start doubting you.
Why have I turned to be like this?
You pointed out your dislikes
and I feel like I'm one of those.
Why can't I just thank you all the time?
Why can't I just devout my heart and my mind to you?


Like a silver purify my heart, my thoughts
and even my soul until all my impurities are gone
and you can already see yourself in me.
Have mercy to a sinner like me.
I feel like have a disease so bless me with Thy grace.
Heal me, Lord. Heal my wounded heart.

Where there's always blue sky
and never ending bright sunshine,
where there's no hate, no pain and mo violence
where even the blow of the wind is at peace
that's where I wanna be forever-
in Your eternal home.