LET ME BE

Laying on the couch.
Turning my body upside down
while watching on the Television.
What's going on inside me?
It was still dawn when I woke up.
Tried to listen to my favorite songs
but the music player is not working.
This is really annoying  but I hate feeling this way.

Sometimes I think I'm crazy.
Will someone tell me that everybody feels this way
and that I'm fine.

I'm sorry for writing sad poems.
But I can't help it.
This is how I speak myself out.
I'm only saying what I'm feeling.
It uproots my inner pains
and unleash my tied happiness.

I just wanna learn how to face my fears.
Whether I'll be laughed at
or if I fall down many times,
I'll let it be.
If I cry please understand.
Though I don't know why I'm like this,
for sure there's a reason behind every tears.
Just let me be until I no longer get scares easily.

Don't feel sorry for me.
That's not what I need.
Please pray for me and for those who feels the same.