DON'T HIDE FROM ME

How long will I cry?
How long will I always try
to be the girl I'm created to be?
To be kind,to be good,
to show unconditional love
just like You my Creator?

I always say this world keeps on upsetting me.
Saying the crowds are unfair.
But maybe it's only me hurting myself.

My mind keeps on spinning,
I keep on thinking,keep on praying
but somehow I still won't listen.
I know You're there
but I'm feeling alone.
Please don't let me feel so.
Don't hide away  from me.

Even when I'm just sitting on the couch
my tears would just flow down.
Tell me what I'm missing.
Tell me where did I go wrong.
I wish the rain can take my pains and fears away.
What is this adrenalin rush that
I'd like to wander in  a place I've never been.

I let them slapped my left cheek.
I even let them slapped the right.
Just for once can I fight them back
and hit them so hard?
But that would only cause another pain to Your heart.

But we are blessed that You let us feel what You're feeling.
Yours is even  much more when You were crucified.
There's no way we can redeem ourselves.
Only You will do it,Lord God.